St. Francis is credited with saying “I am what I am before
God. Nothing else. Nothing more. Nothing less.” And he adds, “Have mercy on me
a sinner.”
This quote was shared by one of my brothers this weekend in
his homily. It is a beautiful illustration of today’s Gospel (Luke 18.9-14)
about the Pharisee praying and saying all the good he does and claiming that at
least he is not like those other people. One of those other people is a tax
collector who is downcast and beating his breast asking for God’s mercy.
The tax collector and St. Francis accurately expressed a
truth… we are only ourselves and no one else before God. This is beautiful and
rewarding and challenging and calls us to claim the truth of who we are
downsides and good sides, but no matter what wrapped in God’s mercy and endless
love. God raises us up with mercy and love and we more confidently stand before
God as redeemed sinners, with the promise of eternal life.
“Who am I?’ I ask. And
God creates a space in me that allows me trust and shows me my true and
authentic self.
“How do I put You first?” I ask. And God guides me in ways great
and small that are revealing, everlasting and hopeful.
“How do I be authentic?” I ask. And God says, “By focusing
on Me and My love and knowing that every good gifts comes from Me.”
“What do You want me to be?” I ask. And God says, “Yourself –
fully alive, awakened in Christ, serving the world and choosing to radiate
Christ.”
“What do you want done?” I ask. And God says, “My will: lived through you, driven
out of love for Me, utilizing who you are created to be - a disciple of Christ and an instrument
of peace and love.”
“Amen,” I say. And God says… “I am with you always.”
So, Yes I am reminded that I am nothing more and nothing
less than who I am before You, my God and that is beautiful and holy and good.
With confidence I can pray, “Lord Jesus Christ have mercy on me a sinner, for I
place all my hope in you.”
And God says again... "I am with you always!"