I live in a house with 8 other men, 6 of them are Friars and
3 of us are the journey to hopefully join them as solemnly professed Brothers.
Two of our Brothers are in their 90’s, they both offer so much to our community
– it is inspiring. The older of the two joins us for meals and prayers. He has
great stories and insights to share. His laughter is infectious and his quick
wit keeps us on our toes. The other Brother does not join us, as one of our
other Brother says he is ‘living as a hermit in a fraternity’. Yet he contributes in
other ways… he does slowly make his way to join us for Mass each day, and then
he disappears for the day. He spends most of his day by himself in prayer and
contemplation, but also walking the streets of our city. He is well known as
being the Franciscan of the Street.
After living here for nearly two weeks, the two of us finally met up in
the kitchen one night. At the fridge door for about 30 minutes I was immersed in
the Gospel. He spoke of the foundation I need, the humility that is needed to
be a Brother, the need to rely on the Spirit and how we must desire to become
more like Christ. Our short conversation which was me mostly listening left me
intrigued, enthused and I had grown as a human, a Christian and a Franciscan. He
reminded me to pray to my guardian angel each day (thank you Mom for teaching me
that prayer as a child and for telling me about awesome Saint Michael). He also
reminded me that the Franciscans don’t make me, I come to them as I am; they
are a shell, a means for me to develop, grow and mature in my relationship with
Jesus. I wish I could have recorded the conversation, it was one of those ones
you want to take notes on and playback when you are looking for inspiration.
Last week also saw me begin in two of my ministry opportunities.
I had the chance to begin my weekly ministry with the Soup Kitchen. It really
was my first time in such a situation. I have toured a soup kitchen, I have
prayed in one, I have even chopped vegetables in the back of one, but I have
never been on the front line. I was thrown into the mix quite quickly and was
serving soup, clearing tables and talking to the guests. It was an interesting
morning to say the least. The one thing that kept running through my mind was ‘these
are my brothers and sisters who are guests at my table’. I tried to share lots
of smiles and kindness.
That same day I also walked into a Care Home for an
interview and began my ministry there within the interview. The Volunteer
Coordinator was so Christ-centered. She was driven out of love and compassion
and hospitality. After my interview and as the tour of the facility was ending,
she introduced me to a group that was enjoying coffee. They happened to be a
group of Sisters (nuns), well before you know it I had a chair pulled up at
the table and we are sharing stories and discovering a shared journey. After that
visit I was then sent to visit an elderly priest. We visited briefly and I left
in gratitude for the gift of life.
Also during the week I had the great privilege of meeting another
community of the Poor Clares (so much joy there), had supper with some of our
Brothers from a nearby community, Skyped with a dear friend, chatted with my
Grandparents, parents and family, and received a few e-mails that made the
flame burn brighter. I have had the chance to do some faith sharing with my
fellow Postulants, have laughed and cooked and prayed and pondered and celebrated
life in community. I was reminded to be a modern saint and to continue to share
the love. That message came at the right time and I picked up my cross again
joyfully and hope-filled.
The journey continues, the rubber has hit the road… and the
Gospel is engulfing my life more and more… this is not a race, it truly is a journey...
I need to remember that.
'Start by doing what's necessary; then do what's possible and suddenly you are doing the impossible.' - St. Francis
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